get well soon
woke up today from azlina's msg, reading that she knocked her head a few days ago and since then she's having problems remembering people. and so she would like me to send her a photo of me and how we know each other. i tot she was kidding and so i ignored her. until our fren called, who have conversed with az, saying that girl really have knocked her head cos she fainted.and the worse thing is, her parents didn't bother to bring az to the doc!!!! what were they thinking? dun they bother about the health of their child?!?!?!?!?
she was with her ex, he didn't even bother to bring her to the doc immediately!!!!!! gosh!!!!
i know she's upset about her current breakup. and i also know she dun seem to be eating. wonder whether she fainted due to that.
which makes me wonder, the things that people do when they are upset over relationships, when they get jealous...pretty frightening. whether it's hurting themselves or hurting those involved. and not forgetting, those who care for them, they are the innocent ones who get hurt as well.
isn't love a frightening thing? such a powerful force.
what will i do when i fall in love? how much can i sacrifice for a loved one? what will i do to myself for love. or for the lack of it? i have no idea. maybe only when things happen, will i know. for now. i shall continue to bask in the joy of being loved for as long as it lasts.
which reminds me about the story of meepok man by david khoo. the man selling meepok in the movie kept the body of the prostitute, even when it decomposed to blue cheese (that was the colour of the decomposed hand in the movie) he still went to hug and kiss it. insane. but there are many other zany stories in this world, that people do for love, out of love.
az, you are still young, you've got a long way to go. pleas, do not hurt yourself for someone who's not worthy of your love.
posted by pearlewurly @ 11/21/2005 12:11:00 am
